Basketball match tonight 8:20pm
Parents are not allowing me to play next season because they think I am better off studying...=S
I know it is for my own good so I agreed with them...but I have not told them how I truly feel... It is only on the court where I can truly forget all about studying and social stress. Only the court can make me feel this way. I used to think that our games at night were just a good way to use up a weeknight, make us feel like we are busy or "scheduled" but now after I know it will be soon taken away from me...I realised how much I will miss it =( It is like when something is always in your face you dont care about it however once this gets taken away, you realise how important it is yet you regret it because you can not do anything about it. Not just in basketball but in many other issue....
But looking back everytime I see seniors play basketball and think, they dont play competition basketball, they still seem really happy so why should I worry? Besides I still have the school competition for one more year and it will be redemption....(Last year our team was undefeated in the WHOLE school basketball competition but when in semifinals we lost to Killarney by 3 =S This year no going easy hehe)
Positive Side =)
I had a 4 hour training at Coles yesterday and another one tomorrow, Sunday and next Wednesday! I get paid so I guess it makes me happy even when the training procedure is boring. Typical Chinese -_-
Also I manage to clear some mist with other people recently i.e. Maria, Jenny, Erica and Jess which I guess helps me rid some of my shit fame. Anyway today class was so goooood because in IST I got my results back from an assignment I stayed up to 1 in the morning and woke at 6 in the same day and crammed it to 8. Got Outstanding XD, Japanese usual funny lesson with special guest Kiruma Sensei....Ding ding Brian =P and English was highlight because I manage to get Mrs Colby and my english class to watch our music night performance-May 15 =)
Everybody that doesnt mind watching Year 10 including me! play please come and watch =P
All left to worry now is what to play....suggestions welcomed ^_^
Today was the first time I slept more than 8 hours =)
Such a tiring week it has been, parents did not want me to go
out but just stay home and study, play piano and be a good boy
but I decided to sneak it =P, ended up meeting the boys at 天仁
yet we also has some special guests O.o Tony is pimp
天仁=Best Pearl Milk Tea in the World (Cya Easy Way)
Played Big Two and Cheat, Good fun Good fun.
But as we all know good times pass quickly, it was soon already 2 hours from just playing cards
and time to depart =(
Later gave Cindy a surprise hehe, and then walked home
Wish everyday could just pass like that, so relaxed and nothing to worry about
Just chilling...XD
I do not want to ring in or become part of whatever problem there is today...
but I hope we did not offend the girls that caught the forest bus back home...
The girls as in...(hope I spelt your names right) Cynthia, Maria and Jenny
We as in I speak for our Year 10 group....
If we said anything wrong or offended you girls I want to say sorry
and I wish whatever problem you are going through is solved
As for Jenny...I do not want to be nosy and cause more of of your problem but I know many people (Kevin, Brian) are worried about you, please take care and again I hope your problem
can be solved too!
Enough of nosing around XD
My shit fame has begun....=S
To everybody out there, I wish you can understand that rumors should
never been taken seriously, in fact the truth can never be taken seriously
unless it is from the person themself
This is especially in relationships...A said B was using her so he could
get it on with C or A said B never liked her etc
If you want to help people who are suffering relationships it is best NOT to
give your personal opinion because that is the cause of most problems...
Say your friend is already in a problem with his/her partner
You tell your friend that you think their gf/bf is doing this and that
which makes them even more sus T_T NOT HELPING
I am no relationship expert but I just want to let people know that sometimes when you think you might be able to help...just take about 10 seconds
just 10 seconds to think is what I am saying going to really help them...
or make things worse =.= of course when necessary you have to let them know
Love is so troublesome...yet without it life would be so plain ^_^
Last I want to say is that most stupid thing to do is to look down on your self. No matter what you go through, how tough the life is there will always be something a reason for you existence ;)
Your parents did not bring you to society so you could die on her -_- and even if it was NOT for your parents...it doesnt matter, even if your family is screwed up it doesnt matter. Everyone has their own problems, but never look down on yourself, think your life is waste, or even suicide =(
I learnt a quote recently.
"Every fish has its depth."
The rest is up to you...=]
The first day I made a blog
The first day I went to work (paid of course XD)
The first day I survived 4 hour Coles Induction
The first day 我表白啊.... (你知到我是真的...)
The first day you read this
The day the story begins...
[-The Memories-]
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
[-The Notes-]
